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[27 Oct 2010|01:39pm] Do you hear me? I'm talking to you Across the water across the deep blue ocean Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Ooh ooh ooh They don't know how long it takes Waiting for a love like this Every time we say goodbye I wish we had one more kiss I'll wait for you I promise you, I will I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Lucky we're in love in every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday And so I'm sailing through the sea To an island where we'll meet You'll hear the music fill the air I'll put a flower in your hair Though the breezes through trees Move so pretty you're all I see As the world keeps spinning 'round You hold me right here, right now I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again I'm lucky we're in love in every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh, ooh leave your mark

[13 May 2010|09:46am] i always wonder why it is that my life goes in circles even when i've changed. sometimes, the thrill of the chase is just not worth it, is it? and if giving up means you'll never fail, when will i know to stop because it'll hurt either way. leave your mark

[07 Apr 2010|11:49pm] i wish my heart didn't ache so much and the nights are easy. i want to say so much but i have no way of doing it. sometimes, i feel like sleeping all day and doing nothing because it's so much easier than trying to deal with the pain i'm feeling. sometimes i wish something could assuage this pain instantly. time time time. the person that you love the most is the one who can hurt you the worst. leave your mark

[21 Oct 2009|04:12am] in singapore. so hot, so bored. next week, back to reality, back to having to work and look for a job at the same time. i'm missing something in my life. i'm need control of my feelings! garh. leave your mark

emotional bankrupt. [03 Jun 2009|10:02pm] [ mood | happy ] ...baby lets fly tonight, fly to the moon and grab the stars. wish upon it, and let it go so you say the night is young, you take my hand and made me dance. the song that's only in our minds. the night has only just begun. oh baby, you wake my butterflies, with you there's nothing i can't surpass. so stay with me this very night, with all the stars that are shining bright. i'm terribly bessoted. i've recently realised that i don't know what i've studied at uni is what i should pursue. i know it is terrible to only realise after thousands of dollars has been spent, investing in years of education in institutions that i have attended in the last few years. i know failure is not a choice, it something that just creeps up to you if you give up. cause you can't really fail if you don't give up. the feeling that consumes you while you realise that defeating failure might cost you an arm and a leg or just your soul, makes you wonder if you're cut out for the industry to begin with. many a time, i have thought i had an unbreakable wall of steel for an exterior. i have slowly let my guard down and thus my confidence has been challenged. dwindling a little bit more everytime someone else is invited into my slowly depleting realm of self loathing confusion. i'd like to say that having grown a few more years has made me a more lackadasical person whom most days doesn't give a toss about what's happening with other people. but a little part of me still cares about every facet of everyone's lifes simply because i carry that "KAY PO" gene pool that comes from being a makcik malay. hah. i guess what i should really be doing is, thanking the stars that i have a job. albeit it's sheer existence makes me want to gag myself. it also makes me want to re-think whether the human race is just as crude as our other counterparts, the animals. meh. i should really be thanking God, for giving me the opportunities that i have been given to move to another country and face life. and also be able to afford (or not) to study what i wantED. hmm another thing to ponder about i guess... marooons won! ohh yay! (= mackay on friday. lets hope swine flu does not get me!!! 1mark leave your mark

April! [02 Apr 2009|01:03pm] i have been spending a lot of time at work. haha well maybe because working almost 40 hours requires you to be at work. My car makes funny noises when i reverse.. i don't know what it is.. but my spidey senses tell me that i should maybe put it in for servicing. MAYBE. Jamie and James came to work to do their shopping and it was fun cause i'd spent 10 hours at work and also they were wheeling me around. on top of that. i persuaded them or maybe just James to make Jamie make me dinner with the bribe of making them Chocolate cake! hahaha. Silvia gets here in 7 days. I am so excited it's crazy.. i'm saving money like nobody's business so we can gallavant aorund Gold Coast like we're famous. hahah. then it'll be Maz's and my 21st!!!!!! and that would be greateeeooo. anyway. i'm Over looking for a job at the moment. They've trained me to be one of the Casual supervisors so i'll stick to it for about 6 months since it pays pretty well and i am povo. haha. Easter next weekend which meansss a whole lot of nothing to do! (= hope it doesn't rain much when Silvia's here cause then it'll suck. Byron, Brisbane, The worlds... it's gonna be great. Alright.. i better hop and jump (drive) to work soon. need to get my brows done before work cause they are DISGUSTING. (= leave your mark

[16 Mar 2009|10:24am] i've been on a hiatus for.... TOO LONG. hahah moved into my new house and i love love love LOVE it to bits. i've got an ensuite too.. life, at the moment is prety good. all i could ever ask for was for my student debt to be paid ten it'll be all peachy but other than that, it's been amazing. i've got great friends, my family back home is alright, i'm healthy and my car is not dead cause it has petrol in it. haha. Silvia's got her flight booked for my birthday which shall be an amazing event cause well, two 21st in surfers together = MAY fishbowls of assorted kinds and scattered memories for some! (= can't believe i'm a graduate with no job. recession loves me! ANYWAY, Coldplay last monday, was nothing short of AMAZING!! pictures are on FACEBOOK. but yeah.. we thoroughly enjoyed ourselves, though my bum wasn't having too much fun after the soreness it had to endure due to sitting on the floor of Annie (brons car). GAY AS FUCK! but oh wells. anyway. i shall post ONE picture i guess.. haha i have lost my camera so photography has been limited to what i can steal off people. (= WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE k bye. need to clean and wash clothes like a mother who just sent her child to primary school! OK LA! leave your mark

BDO 09! [21 Jan 2009|11:06pm] BIG DAY OUT WAS AMAZING!! Cut Copy was amazing... who was even more amazing!? LUPE FIASCOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Arctic monkeys was dissapointing, Living End was.... WHITENOISE!!! ahha.. and HOT CHIP and Cirds of Tokyo was alright but THE GRATESSS ommmmggg.. weeows! ok i know, no one really cares, but i do. had so much fun.. dreassing up as Red Indians and all that jazz.. now i'm losing my voice thanks to it though! heh. I drove us to Parklands and parked at UNI baahaha. that even more funny cause the lot was full! crazy eh. us in our get ups! the girls! the please don't rain / be sunny dance! it worked! haha parking lot of Griffith Uni! but yeah.. my car did not get towed. lucky! and we didn't get a ticket so we are very VERY lucky cause i parked my car at a Not Authorised area! haha. (= rebelll! the amount of people on the other side of the tent to Ting Tings! we were outside the mosh/tent for it.. oh wells! so anyway, moving house AGAIN, but twill be fun i'm sure... NOW I CANNOT WAIT FOR SPLENDOUR! i wonder when the line up will be out!!! ok anyway, i shall retire for the day.. my nose feels crap and my throat has sandpaper rubbing against it's walls! night night. leave your mark

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